New World New WorldMy new world is starting.It's changing the skin of my face.it's changing how I liveand how I think
I'm scared of losing somethingand you're not understandingyou're the only reason I can changeBut my old life means nothing to you
it might mean something to me.losing vexing vagabond days might killand my old friends might look the other wayand you might have other things to do than fix thisI'm going to drown in your world.It is strange and newand I would love itbut it's pulling me down to fast to learn your new waysplease help meunderstand your worldbefore I sinkand can't come backto my own, brain-damaged body.
Winds That I Live Byyou can see me through the treesthe way they bend and shake.my power reaches over the seato create white-capped waves.I can touch the world,run a wild, caressing touch over her,but I touch you most of all.Blowing in your face,making the warmest nights seem cool,causing even the tall skyscrapers to shake.and then disappearing.Gone with the winds that I live by.
Life of Memy heartspelled out in a Word documentthe fingers telling the brain what it wantsthe hands flying across the keyboardhiding from mothersto show the friendsthe LIFEof me.No one can stop the flowI must have my story out in black and whitelittle snippets of my lifefor friends to read overand show where the flaws are.So I can fix ituntil the writing is a perfect mirrorfilled with similes and metaphorsthat can tell a beautiful story filled with lifes flawsso that life will not be left for the flies,but will be touched so oftenshe will never feel alone again.
In Your Companyin your warm, luxurious lap.I could fall asleep therebut not here,where the sky is falling inand dreams are createdthen crushedby the forceof a thousand warriorsall controlled by one bestial personwho is uncontrollable.That is why I dont want to be herewhy I would rather be thereat your dads housefalling asleepto the sounds of you pen scratchingout the lyrics of your life.